you'll only be 15 one summer

Sparklers with my friends. First day of break.

Schools done.
Actually it ended yesterday after finals. It was weird. I was expecting to feel sad, or happy or something. Instead, there was nothing. Life was just going to move on. It has.
Ukraine lost today. So did Sweden. Oh well so much for those semi finals. At least Ukraine still has a chance. Chris #1 posted that he thinks Ukraine will win anyways. I want to like the comment, but that's kinda stalkerish... I'll do that later.
Emi and I spent hours sitting on the swings in the dark talking. We'll have so much fun this summer.
It's funny though, in that strange way. But it feels like every moment, especially the times I've been spending with my friends this short time of our break, has been totally intimate. Like we're just lost in that moment, nothing else matters. I guess this is where YOLO actually makes sense and isn't just some stupid clique or whatever. Cause we only have one 10th grade (now) summer.

The color of the sky: It was a like it had depth. Like you were looking into a lake, there were visible layers reaching further and further into the depths. Light, almost a bit hazy blue.
The evening sky was beautiful. 1 hour before sun set, the perfect golden light filtered like perfectly like an old romantic movie. The perfect light for pictures of friends walking together, kids playing soccer, or someone running through fields of grass. As the sun set, the sky turned a variety of reds, pinks, yellows and golds. The color that you always wanted to be your favorite but you could never describe it, let alone call it a single color. A color that starts with say yellow and mixes, swirls, and combines together with another color. Then it all faded to the dark cloudless summer sky. Stars.